photos by KrK Nordenstrom
April 16, 2011
"ART IS THE DISCIPLINE OF BEING"
Beth Fleenor's musings, projects, compost-itions and inspiramentations
Saturday, April 30, 2011
MONKTAIL SUNDAYS AT FAIRE
Every Sunday 8-12 Monktail hosts a weekly jammy jam with that very special Monktail flavor...anything goes and that makes for bit of an awesome time....
www.fairegallerycafe.com
www.monktail.com
www.fairegallerycafe.com
www.monktail.com
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
MORE BUFFALO
Step by Step...little by little...The Buffalo Project grows and grows...
http://buffaloproject.blogspot.com/
http://buffaloproject.blogspot.com/
Monday, April 25, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Friday, April 22, 2011
MOTHER MAY I DEVELOPMENTS
Among other things...Mother May I has a dedicated web station now....projects updates and media will be added in the coming months!
http://mothermayimakewaves.wordpress.com/
Thursday, April 21, 2011
OBSERVATION
MY | to | MY
*shift to*
(OUR)
for centuries we have come at each other
----> my needs are this -----> <-----my needs are this <----
how long will it take for us to say
OUR NEEDS ARE THIS
*shift to*
(OUR)
for centuries we have come at each other
----> my needs are this -----> <-----my needs are this <----
how long will it take for us to say
OUR NEEDS ARE THIS
UM, I DON'T THINK SO
Over the course of my life a lot of people have told me I'm stupid, incapable and undesirable in a variety of ways.
For the record: you fuckers were sooooo WRONG........do you need a hug?
A very special THANK YOU to the tribe that has and continues to stand by me throughout the journey - I hug you every chance I get :)
For the record: you fuckers were sooooo WRONG........do you need a hug?
A very special THANK YOU to the tribe that has and continues to stand by me throughout the journey - I hug you every chance I get :)
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
BE WHOLE
I am constantly frustrated by the portrayal of women as being one sided - you are a sexy woman, or a smart woman, or a funny woman, or a strong woman, or a cute woman, or a talented woman - whatever it is, for the most part our world reinforces over and over again that you are mostly one and you have to pick which archetype it is going to be....that's your role, now stay there.
I think that's bull shit.
People - PEOPLE - are multifaceted. They are never singular at any point...and the one thing they are doing consistently from second to second - the ONLY thing they are doing consistently second to second, is CHANGING.
I am in a constant state of trying to balance my various personas - my health and happiness depend on this balance.
I am a dynamic person and each side of the prism is a necessary part to the whole. There's the Artist. There's Frank (as in director of The Frank Agency: Innovative Arts Management), There's the Director of the non-profit Advocates for Abundance through Action in the Arts, and then there's the Woman...who's just a woman - who needs to eat, sleep, love, shit and fuck just like every other (wo)man in the world...
you can't have one of them without any of the others - it's a package deal....again WHOLE, as in "comprising the full quantity without exception...containing all the elements properly belonging."
The more I acknowledge and honor the various aspects of myself the more I flourish - each has different needs and combined make for an incredibly rich and exciting life.
I have started a project of trying to capture myself in some of the different states. This will go on for a long time, and it isn't for anyone else...just for me. It's just an acknowledgement.
ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR WHOLE SELF.
STEP UP TO YOUR WHOLE SELF.
BE WHOLE.
BE FREE.
I think that's bull shit.
People - PEOPLE - are multifaceted. They are never singular at any point...and the one thing they are doing consistently from second to second - the ONLY thing they are doing consistently second to second, is CHANGING.
I am in a constant state of trying to balance my various personas - my health and happiness depend on this balance.
I am a dynamic person and each side of the prism is a necessary part to the whole. There's the Artist. There's Frank (as in director of The Frank Agency: Innovative Arts Management), There's the Director of the non-profit Advocates for Abundance through Action in the Arts, and then there's the Woman...who's just a woman - who needs to eat, sleep, love, shit and fuck just like every other (wo)man in the world...
you can't have one of them without any of the others - it's a package deal....again WHOLE, as in "comprising the full quantity without exception...containing all the elements properly belonging."
The more I acknowledge and honor the various aspects of myself the more I flourish - each has different needs and combined make for an incredibly rich and exciting life.
I have started a project of trying to capture myself in some of the different states. This will go on for a long time, and it isn't for anyone else...just for me. It's just an acknowledgement.
ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR WHOLE SELF.
STEP UP TO YOUR WHOLE SELF.
BE WHOLE.
BE FREE.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Sunday, April 17, 2011
CHECK POINT
Focused.
Still have some slight residual pain from feeling disrespected, but generally speaking I have never felt so great in my life. That big book, the one I've been so tired of reading through in some form or fashion, is now closed and shelved in the archive (to be utilized as reference material).
Liberation from the past.
Freedom to celebrate.
Freedom to be.
Opportunity to dream.
Opportunity to grow.
Happiness is pretty fucking cool.
Everything is illuminated...
Still have some slight residual pain from feeling disrespected, but generally speaking I have never felt so great in my life. That big book, the one I've been so tired of reading through in some form or fashion, is now closed and shelved in the archive (to be utilized as reference material).
Liberation from the past.
Freedom to celebrate.
Freedom to be.
Opportunity to dream.
Opportunity to grow.
Happiness is pretty fucking cool.
Everything is illuminated...
Saturday, April 9, 2011
NEW STRATEGY- THE ORIGINAL INTENTION
For sometime I have been frustrated by knowing what needs to be done to make an effective marketing campaign for Frank's artists, but not having any funds what-so-ever to make it happen...so in my opinion everything since 2004 has fallen slightly short of hitting the mark it needs to from a promotional angle - ok, ok, there has been major success with some of the big projects, no doubt, and when an artist has a dedicated budget/time to facilitate marketing and promotion we totally rock it, hardcore....and yes, all of it has been (and will continue to be) a progression that gets stronger and clearer all the time...if we're doing the job correctly...
But coming from the place of "we need this but we can't afford it so nothing will happen" is a ridiculous way to operate...absolutely silly...I'm an improviser for crying out loud....AN IMPROVISER!!
"DO WHAT YOU CAN
WITH WHAT YOU HAVE
WHERE YOU ARE" (Roosevelt)
I have a brain, eyes and ears for communication, a hell of a lot of passion, and a solid foundation of ideas and possibilities....Frank is tightening ship...let's unify the force...amplify the vision....
But coming from the place of "we need this but we can't afford it so nothing will happen" is a ridiculous way to operate...absolutely silly...I'm an improviser for crying out loud....AN IMPROVISER!!
"DO WHAT YOU CAN
WITH WHAT YOU HAVE
WHERE YOU ARE" (Roosevelt)
I have a brain, eyes and ears for communication, a hell of a lot of passion, and a solid foundation of ideas and possibilities....Frank is tightening ship...let's unify the force...amplify the vision....
Friday, April 8, 2011
LIVING ROOM PARTY 47
this is why it's good for me to do most all of my cooking for the week on one day....I get distracted and it can take awhile....
FIRST FOR EVERYTHING
♥ I have really been enjoying life in this new phase - for the first time in over 10 years I am looking at the future with no expectations, preconceived notions or stipulations....and it feels great.....it makes ME feel great....
LIBERATION
TOTAL LIBERATION
....I honestly think this is the first time in my entire conscious life that my heart has felt completely liberated......
FREEDOM!!!!!
LIBERATION
TOTAL LIBERATION
....I honestly think this is the first time in my entire conscious life that my heart has felt completely liberated......
FREEDOM!!!!!
HOW I SEE IT
I don't care about political parties or any kind of ideology....I care about the reality of the human experience and condition.
It is very simple.
It is very simple.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
HOW WE ROLL
in my dreams we are fighting side by side in a battle of epic proportions
periodically we exchange a glance and a smile,
because we know we are a force that cannot be destroyed.
infinite.
(my sister is on tour right now...whenever she leaves with this particular band my dreams become SUPER strong, clear and surreal - it is amazing and beautiful. almost like the more physical distance there is the stronger the spiritual connection becomes. INCREDIBLE RELATIONSHIPS!!)
periodically we exchange a glance and a smile,
because we know we are a force that cannot be destroyed.
infinite.
(my sister is on tour right now...whenever she leaves with this particular band my dreams become SUPER strong, clear and surreal - it is amazing and beautiful. almost like the more physical distance there is the stronger the spiritual connection becomes. INCREDIBLE RELATIONSHIPS!!)
THE ANTAGONISTIC SCALE
shit bag is way more antagonistic that douche bag
douche bag is kind of passive right?
shit bag is so assertive....
I like it.
douche bag is kind of passive right?
shit bag is so assertive....
I like it.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
SLAUGHTERHOUSE 3 + MORE
Rehearsal with Michael Owcharuk (keyboard), Paul Kemmish (bass), Greg Campbell (drums)
DJELEM, DJELEM
HABANERA (Owcharuk)
DJELEM, DJELEM
HABANERA (Owcharuk)
DOUBLE YOKO EXPERIMENT NO. 1
Monday, April 4, 2011
APRIL BF CALENDAR
April 2011
04/03_Monktail House Band
Faire Gallery
04/09_Owcharuk 4
Molly Maguires
04/10_Monktail House Band
Faire Gallery
04/13_Low End Theories - Music with PK
Lofi
04/14_Music for the Peoples_8:30
with Sam Boshnack, PK, and Greg Campbell - second set open to all
Peoples Republic of Koffee / on 12th
04/16_Owcharuk 6
Egan's
04/17_Monktail House Band
Faire Gallery
04/18_Duets with Mike Dillon
Gallery 1412
04/19_Figeater
Rendezvous
04/20_Duets with PK
Egan's
04/24_Monktail House Band
Faire Gallery
04/27_Low End Theories - Music with PK
Lofi
04/28_(part 1)
Monktail's Non Grata
Vermllion
04/28_(part 2)
Slaughterhouse 3
Shadlowland
http://thefrankagency.org/bfcalendar.htm
04/03_Monktail House Band
Faire Gallery
04/09_Owcharuk 4
Molly Maguires
04/10_Monktail House Band
Faire Gallery
04/13_Low End Theories - Music with PK
Lofi
04/14_Music for the Peoples_8:30
with Sam Boshnack, PK, and Greg Campbell - second set open to all
Peoples Republic of Koffee / on 12th
04/16_Owcharuk 6
Egan's
04/17_Monktail House Band
Faire Gallery
04/18_Duets with Mike Dillon
Gallery 1412
04/19_Figeater
Rendezvous
04/20_Duets with PK
Egan's
04/24_Monktail House Band
Faire Gallery
04/27_Low End Theories - Music with PK
Lofi
04/28_(part 1)
Monktail's Non Grata
Vermllion
04/28_(part 2)
Slaughterhouse 3
Shadlowland
http://thefrankagency.org/bfcalendar.htm
Friday, April 1, 2011
CONNECTION
Our eyes met and it was one of those instances.
You know exactly what I'm talking about - we've all encountered it in some form.
You are able to look a little deeper than with most people you brush into day to day. Something in you says that you know each other - or knew each other - or understand something about each other. It's all in there all at once.
Connection.
You are connected.
There is a semblance in the frequency.
It is recycling between the two of you, undulating and amplifying with each second.
It is so important to notice when it happens - and to honor it.
Because it is of great immeasurable valuable.
In that instant - you see more of yourself, more of others, and therefore more of the environment you are in.
In that instant - (your) humanity grows.
We are differentiated by probably 20 years in age, our race, our social status/activity, and life experiences - yet we knew we were just 2 tired women in the rain.
We shared space for over 20 minutes. She asked each passerby for change, eventually pausing for a moment to smoke a cigarette and step outside of it all. I waited for a cab with heavy bags of groceries.
When it arrived she lowered her head and raised her cigarette as if to say cheers!
I looked at her for the last moment and said "good luck"
she looked back into me and replied - "you too."
You know exactly what I'm talking about - we've all encountered it in some form.
You are able to look a little deeper than with most people you brush into day to day. Something in you says that you know each other - or knew each other - or understand something about each other. It's all in there all at once.
Connection.
You are connected.
There is a semblance in the frequency.
It is recycling between the two of you, undulating and amplifying with each second.
It is so important to notice when it happens - and to honor it.
Because it is of great immeasurable valuable.
In that instant - you see more of yourself, more of others, and therefore more of the environment you are in.
In that instant - (your) humanity grows.
We are differentiated by probably 20 years in age, our race, our social status/activity, and life experiences - yet we knew we were just 2 tired women in the rain.
We shared space for over 20 minutes. She asked each passerby for change, eventually pausing for a moment to smoke a cigarette and step outside of it all. I waited for a cab with heavy bags of groceries.
When it arrived she lowered her head and raised her cigarette as if to say cheers!
I looked at her for the last moment and said "good luck"
she looked back into me and replied - "you too."
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